am really tired

walking in the street

empty heart good

cruel sun

merciless my direct侧脸

suddenly

do not know where to go

two in front of two roads with the same

a left a right. . . . .

i do not know where to go.

take a person all these years

walked up and down as if returning to the starting point

seeing no end to the road in front of

good suddenly regret

regret of the society came to this dark

a girl playing

so come to this do not belong to her world

the results will be. . . . . .

can not imagine the consequences

after so many frustrations

finally, i get what

got burnt from playing fire said to be a bit too exaggerated

but the idea of suicide is inevitable

perhaps i should not have come to this community

looked at the road in front of a rolling black -

好想stopped

but

it is impossible

if. . .

if we went back

i would rather stay forever in the childhood

if. . . .

if a choice

i would prefer to never grow up

at least things would not so much

at least i was naive

i do not have the pressure of at least

at least i can enjoy the love of parents

. . . . .

at least not be so hard

at least one person is not

now grown up

increasing pressure

worry about things more and more

i almost want to pressure the collapse of the

i even wonder if the

in the end how long i can hold

this way i can go through it?

please tell me

i can hold a maximum of how long

i hate birthdays

i hate to march 10

i hate february 14

good grief

it is about to begin immediately

this is not representative of

i would like to continue my suffering

this is not the pressure on my behalf

because of age and become larger

the face of complicated things all day long

all day looking at the calendar

looked at the mirror all day long

found

matter. . .

more and more

时间. . .

getting faster and faster

people. . .

more and more haggard

too many things

is insensitive

time too fast

people caught by surprise

where should i go?

tears over the mouth when the moment

found

it is a bitter taste

rather than a simple salt

mix too much taste

how to get to taste life

i do not know

because i do not even have to know how

where is the taste

ha ha

really good funny

since it is so

why i came to this world

let me atone it?

how could this

i hate

i hate everything here

i hate all here

i really never like to

i gave up

i gave up possible?

i can abstain from it

i can position it so that

have the ability to allow people to replace me

can we do this

why do i没人理会

i really want to abstain from

really. . .

at this very moment

this life

who would care about the existence of my

in fact. . .

i have long forgotten by the world

i have had numbness in the

i did not i have the same

are the same. . .

now let me be lonely

at least

i think so

why do i feel so tired

so tired

may

i should be free to choose

may

i should choose to rest

may

i should have nothing to

may

perhaps i should say are comforted in their own words

may

what can not be

may

. . . .

i should not come to this world. . . . .